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Well...

June 29th, 2015 (07:31 am)

...I'm awake.

Right now, that's the best I feel capable of. Depression's hitting hard - the crash after two really good days, naturally. I should go to work. I don't really feel up to it (although I've surprised myself before), but I should. It doesn't help that "I'm depressed," or "I don't have the spoons for it," aren't generally seen as good reasons not to go in for the day. Which is going to take up more spoons - making a 'phone call to say I can't make it in (with possibly invented reason, such as "headache"), or driving in, sitting at the computer, and keeping myself busy? Probably the former, if I'm honest.

Graah. Can't cope.

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Posted by: Zoefruitcake (zoefruitcake)
Posted at: June 29th, 2015 12:05 pm (UTC)

What did you do?
I always struggle in, mostly because it is the easier option than fretting about who will be covering me if I'm not here, plus the stress of notifying them

I'm sorry you are struggling so much at the moment, I was in the same place a couple of weeks ago

Posted by: Stacey (geekslave)
Posted at: June 29th, 2015 07:03 pm (UTC)
Amy Holds on to Sad Rory

*hugs* Sorry you're feeling down right now.

Stacey

Posted by: El Staplador (el_staplador)
Posted at: June 29th, 2015 08:44 pm (UTC)

*sends spoons*

*also hugs*

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