David Brider (davidbrider) wrote,
David Brider
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Well...

...I'm awake.

Right now, that's the best I feel capable of. Depression's hitting hard - the crash after two really good days, naturally. I should go to work. I don't really feel up to it (although I've surprised myself before), but I should. It doesn't help that "I'm depressed," or "I don't have the spoons for it," aren't generally seen as good reasons not to go in for the day. Which is going to take up more spoons - making a 'phone call to say I can't make it in (with possibly invented reason, such as "headache"), or driving in, sitting at the computer, and keeping myself busy? Probably the former, if I'm honest.

Graah. Can't cope.
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