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...despite the whole "losing my antidepressants" thing (I'm pretty sure they'll show up at home, and anyway I've emailed over to the GP surgery for a repeat prescription), I'm actually feeling rather happy right now. Over the weekend Sarah and I did a lot of talking about our plans for the future, including (pretty obviously) the wedding, the move to Letchworth, and beyond...and although that sort of conversation sometimes gets me a bit weirded out (because I'm still not entirely over what happened in my previous marriage), it felt really good to be having those discussions and making plans, however tentative, for the future.
And also, although she'll hate me for gushing I'm going to do it anyway, Sarah is really wonderfully special to me, and I think I'm really lucky that she's part of my life, because she makes me happy.
The future's bright.